Holy fuck, I need medication for this. My heart
won't stop beating fast and I can't breathe.
I'm not going to see you tonight, am I? This
doesn't look like my writing to me. Am I on
crack? You're still sick. I'm so not going to see
you tonight. Even though you said before
and haven't said otherwise. I am actually
shaking. And you're not texting me back and
I'm freaking out and probably totally overreacting
and I just know we're not gonna see eachother tonight
somehow. I just want to hold you and make you
feel okay. Like, I actually feel like crying right now.
Actually I don't know how I feel.
All I know is that I want to be in your arms
right now. You're the only person that can
actually calm me down. Aside from Michelle and
maybe Felicia. This is like Mac-era shit.
I'm getting to the point where I need you...
And that's not a good thing 'cause we'll end
up like my last relationship. I don't want to
panic and be clingy, I really don't. But I
Love you and all I want is the best for you.
I want you to be okay, darling. You're better
than Mac. Absolutely fantastic. This isn't
even for you. You will never read this.
Fuck ,what?
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