Cinematic Heart Attack

You're nothing but a cinematic sunset -
Beautiful while it lasts, but doesn't last for long.
I swear to god, you're a heart attack.
A boomerang that doesn't come back.
Would you believe me if I told you, that after all this,
That you still have a special place in the broken pieces of my heart?

I got a not-so-secret secret, that you're all that's left of me.
>>I am nothing without you.<<
But you can't stand to be with me.
You're in my dreams, you're in my dreams,
Haunting me like a horror scene.

I hate you for this almost as much as I hate myself.
>>Are you forgetting about me?<<
You're nothing but a broken memory that
I can't stand to remember, but don't want to forget.
I don't want to forget about you.
>>But I have to.<<

My headphones sing me back words that break my heart,
Every song reminds me of you.
>>Every song reminds me of you.<<
Tears fall down my face as I sing the chorus.

>>Chorus.

I hope you find someone else,
And you're screaming his name, as he kisses your lips.
And I whisper in your ear,
"You're nothing but a cinematic sunset."

You're nothing but a cinematic sunset, a cinematic dream.
Close your eyes with kisses and wake up with the other side of the bed empty,
and no note of explanation.

I am nothing without you, you were everything to me.
>>I hate you<<.
I miss you.